Dear diary: Why why why??? I don't understand. Why do i have to envy peers with parents? Why do i have to envy the way their parents treat them? Badly, do i want my family to reunite together, badly do i want to be with my brother. Why after my mom believing in Christianity she became a different person, she seems as if she wasn't a follower of God but with that freaky old bitch... Yeah, that bitch which really make a HUGE gap in our family... I hate her till the extend that anytime I'm ready to whack her like how she did to me... Hypocrite person! I feel so on fire that i feel like tearing her into pieces... I will seriously make her feel what I'm feeling right now..ARGH! I fcuking feel so miserable, what has she given to my mom and bro that they are like this? Mom, said that she cared for me but ending up she don't even give me a call... Badly do i wanna meet bro, but i have to do it secretly. Parents aren't trying to communicate with each other to solve the problem...WHY? SOMEBODY END MY MISERY... Sometimes all these are so frustrating I rather be adopted than to hate my parents so much for what they've done...
I'm totally in love with the background of my blogskin... It took me almost 3hours to choose the skin, 2hours to complete this blog plus i dont know why is the mixpod in the middle of my page... Anybody HELP!
