Saturday, May 08, 2010
Dear diary,
Very soon in two hours, it's going to be mothers' day. Above the photo is the only photo that i can find that is just my mom and I... And for me i don't have anything special to say to my mom because of that sentence that she told me, the move that she made, her obedience towards strangers than her parents... I don't know if she had realised that what she have done has made me today to disobeying my elders or people whom have authority over me... Perhaps what she have done, she thinks that is best for my brother and I but i totally disagree with that. Because of that move that act i began to have distrust in people around me... Thinking that they are always wolf in sheep skin.
Hopefully, i will be as strong as Willy mentally and spiritually...Mom, if you happen to read my blog hopefully you'll understand my feeling... I know i cannot totally blame you because it takes both hands to clap, somebody to take the step of faith. And are you and daddy going to patch up this hole in the wall or to totally break up the wall please make your decisions. Life has been real tough over this 9years not having both of you by my side... Always having to keep all my unhappiness to myself and didn't dare to tell you guys anything because you all are always too busy with your own things giving that kind of attitude and expression really pissed me off. I really don't know what else to say, but anyway
Mom, happy mothers' day to you thank you for bringing me to this world... Thank you.
