Dear Diary,
I'm feeling so ARGH!!!!!!!!!! Damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate this feeling and I don't know what to do.
Sorry to people around me for not letting you guys know or what so ever. If I have change to the worst I'm totally sorry and please ever do you know what I did. DO NOT FORGIVE ME. Neither do I expect you guys to forgive me. Now in decision on what to do.

To all my love ones: Daddy, Bro, Baby and sisters... If you get to know... All I can say is im sorry...Knowing what will be the consequences...